I’Shi
“And it shall be at that day, saith the LORD, that thou shalt call me Ishi; and shalt call me no more Baali.”
Hos 2:16
Why, oh why do we resist the wilderness? What is the matter with us? Why do we resist the place where God will purge, refine and strip us from everything that is unholy in our lives? I’ll tell you some reasons why: Pride, fear, selfishness and idolatry. Those were the reasons I resisted and I bet I’m not the only one. I was too prideful to be broken, I feared what would happen to me if I gave up control, for the most part I only cared about myself and I loved other things more than God. I stood in Egypt and said “Look at all of these things my ‘other lovers’ have provided for me.” Just like what Gomer (Israel) said as they chased money, power, sex, comfort and every other idol in our lives. The thing is that they had nothing. God allowed Satan to come and destroy everything that they had. God says in Hosea chapter 2 that he allowed their feasts and parties to end, all of their luxuries to be stripped away and destroyed, money to be stolen and exposed their nakedness (shame) before everyone. Yet they still stood there with their feet firmly planted in Egypt and resisted the wilderness.
As I stood in Egypt, presenting all of the things my idols had provided for me, I began to realize something. I had NOTHING! I worked overtime for more money but didn’t ever have any extra. I owned a pool business striving for many accounts for extra money but stilled lived paycheck to paycheck. I had many “luxuries” that required monthly payments and commitments but always faced the increasing likelihood that I was not going to be able to pay them all. I exercised and worked out to keep my body in shape but it never caused me to truly love and accept myself. I went to church, small group and read my bible but realized that I had never experienced a close, intimate, real love relationship with my Daddy. I had nothing.
How many of you drive and strive but never feel like your gaining any ground? How many of you seem to constantly be facing breakdowns, repairs and un-expected bills? How many times does something seem to come and steal money from you however it looks? We get promoted, make more money, buy bigger things, get more religious and yet the unbearable emptiness is still there. How many times have you asked the question “Where did all that money go?” We get hammered and beat down. There is never ENOUGH money to make us feel secure. Even with all of this we still would rather find comfort in Egypt than step out into the wilderness. WHY? What is so scary about the wilderness? Don’t you know that’s where God is? Hosea 2 gives us such a beautiful picture of the wilderness. God says that’s where he will speak comfortably to us. Yes it is where we get purged, refined and made white and it can be painful but God is there. God never leaves. In fact, unless you go into the wilderness you will never be intimate with God. It says in Hosea 2 that it’s in the wilderness where we begin to call God “husband” and no longer “Lord.” What better picture of intimacy is there? But its only available in the wilderness. God says its in the wilderness where he will establish us and begin to give back what we have lost. This is what God says happens in the wilderness:
There I will give her back her vineyards, and will make the Valley of Achor a door of hope. There she will sing as in the days of her youth, as in the day she came up out of Egypt.
Hos 2:16 "In that day," declares the LORD, "you will call me 'my husband'; you will no longer call me 'my master.'
Hos 2:17 I will remove the names of the Baals from her lips; no longer will their names be invoked.
Hos 2:18 In that day I will make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field and the birds of the air and the creatures that move along the ground. Bow and sword and battle I will abolish from the land, so that all may lie down in safety.
Hos 2:19 I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion.
Hos 2:20 I will betroth you in faithfulness, and you will acknowledge the LORD.
Hos 2:21 "In that day I will respond," declares the LORD— "I will respond to the skies, and they will respond to the earth;
Hos 2:22 and the earth will respond to the grain, the new wine and oil, and they will respond to Jezreel.
Hos 2:23 I will plant her for myself in the land; I will show my love to the one I called 'Not my loved one.' I will say to those called 'Not my people,' 'You are my people'; and they will say, 'You are my God.'"
But we resist the wilderness don’t we? We turn our back on these promises because what we can see in front of us is so often ALL we can see. Our pride and fear holds us fast don’t they? Unless we humble ourselves and crawl into the wilderness on our knees, we will live our whole lives disconnected from out Daddy. The only path to the Promised Land runs through the wilderness. Nobody is going to make you walk. You have to decide. Jesus said the gate is small and few find it. Does that surprise you? How many people do you know willing to humble themselves in front of others? It takes desperation and humility to find it. Some of us enter the wilderness and then for whatever reasons decide it’s not what we want. You don’t have to wander lost like Israel did. Israel wandered as a result of disobedience. Be obedient and you will find the path God has for you leading to the Promised Land. GET OUT OF EGYPT AND FIND I’SHI (your husband)! God bless!
Jesse Birkey
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